(Basically a note to self:)
On my way to develop and fully accept only the consistent part of me, I have to erase the socially constructed fear-based traits; spotting those traits is a work of being merely a conduit, denying identification, categorization, definition, relation and recognition.
Happiness is (just) an indicator.
There are some things that indeed give weight, but it works for balance.
Keep lucidity through spatial control.