Best music of 2020

Getting lost into the night.

Always been lost.

This is home.

So many places in this home.

Never felt bored. Never felt alone.

I don't need anything else.

So I carelessly fall asleep.

Deep into sleep.

Not quite sure if I'm awake. Not quite sure if I'm alive.

I certainly am.

Clumsily operating through the world.

Definitely a weak line between dream world and this world.

I'm merely an spectator of my own operations.

And yet I feel.

I feel so much.

So I lose myself.

Only music gives me structure.

Only music gives me substance.

And I start to breathe through structure and substance.

Everything is clear.

And everything is fine.

Everything just works despite any intervention.

One can just play around and everything and nothing changes at the same time.

Nothing can even go wrong in a deep sense.

And so anything happening in our playful existence just gives the same in a deep sense.

And so one loses oneself.