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My thoughts are running and my mind is burning.

It's a huge bank of images and feelings.

 

 

I naturally start to get curious about those happenings inside.

 

So I close my eyes and start the adventure.

 

Everything feels so familiar and yet so alien.

 

 

So many things, they start to control me.

 

They win.

Where was I all this time? Who am I? Why do they come back to control me? Do I even exist?

 

 

I let my brain go. In fact, there's no other option.

 

 

I remember this feeling. I am nothing, I'm everything, I guess I'm one with the universe.

 

 

Is that a light?

 

It was.

 

Inside there are patterns and structures to hold to.

Structures that give a sense of clarity and paths to escape the demons.

 

Here I can have a faint sense of agency.

 

Here the forces are strong. I need to find a way to be one with the structures and patterns so they don't eat me.

 

 

I reach the end of the light worm. I've gained experience now.

 

Back to earth, back to the usual pace. Nothing can take me from now on.

 

 

So I sit back, give myself a rest.

 

Enjoying nice peace.

 

See you, space cowboy.

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