28.12.24

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¿Sabes qué es lo más hermoso? Me das la confianza de que eres una persona que con transparencia y amor ve mi alma, la ama, aprecia su luz y amor, la entiende, la acepta. Tu abrazo es ya el más cálido. Tu entrada a mi vida es el premio por haberme atrevido a desafiar mi naturaleza, a explorar otros rumbos. No esperaba nada y llegaste como una sorpresa que cambió todo mi pensar sobre el amor. Con lo que me haces sentir, las palabras se quedan cortas, no sé cómo decirlo o qué más decir. Toma, te regalo mi tiempo. Toma, también te confío mi corazón. ¡Mereces el universo entero!

12.4.24

MSC #48

3.1.24

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My thoughts are running and my mind is burning.




It's a huge bank of images and feelings.

 

 

I naturally start to get curious about those happenings inside.

 


So I close my eyes and start the adventure.

 


Everything feels so familiar and yet so alien.

 

 

So many things, they start to control me.

 


They win.


Where was I all this time? Who am I? Why do they come back to control me? Do I even exist?

 

 

I let my brain go. In fact, there's no other option.

 

 

I remember this feeling. I am nothing, I'm everything, I guess I'm one with the universe.

 

 

Is that a light?

 


It was.

 


Inside there are patterns and structures to hold to.


Structures that give a sense of clarity and paths to escape the demons.

 

Here I can have a faint sense of agency.

 


Here the forces are strong. I need to find a way to be one with the structures and patterns so they don't eat me.

 

 

I reach the end of the light worm. I've gained experience now.

 


Back to earth, back to the usual pace. Nothing can take me from now on.

 

 

So I sit back, give myself a rest.

 


Enjoying nice peace.

 


See you, space cowboy.