8.2.17

MSC #7

5.2.17

MSC #6

True knowledge is non-relational (?)

I can't see myself without relating to everyone and everything else, I only have the option to feel outwards and not see myself really, then is when I start to exist; paradoxical and mind-ripping. Seems like wearing off relational thinking is the only way to grasp something, feels like grabbing air in the hands.

I wonder if working  my inner speech is only my way out of it, instead of its way out of me.